Friday, April 24, 2009

A Phobia : Static-Phobia

I don’t whether such kind of phobia exist officially or not. Whatever is the case, I think I’m suffering from “static-phobia”. It is nothing to do with being static but, it has to do with static electricity which is developed in our body like that when we wear woolen cloths in winter season.

I develop such kind of static electricity more than any of my friends / colleagues. Many times, I find that there is small spark when I touched someone / something. The Air-Conditioned atmosphere in the office has worsened my condition. At times, it hurts me physically and sometimes, it also hurst that someone whom I touched depending on the intensity of the spark generated. Now, it slowly hurting mentally also by creating a fear or second thought.I tried to figure out why this happening but, hit a dead end without much answer.

The frequency is increasing everyday. From once / twice, it has risened to four / five. This thing has created a fear in my mind which makes thing twice before I touch anyone / anything even before hand-shake.

Worse part is that some of the rooms in my office is biometric control which requires your finger-print to access. So, thought of entering such rooms brings jittery in my mind everyday. Perhaps, fear or maybe phobia.

I don’t know how I’m going to get over this. But, I want to get over this before it turns into permanent phobia.

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