Tired !

From the last few days I have started house hunting. Calling up the agents, meeting them and following to the houses where they are taking me. Still I haven't finalize yet and I know it's far from it. Many times the rent is always over-shooting my budget and at this point of time when there is long line of expenses I want to bargain to last pie. I don't know how lucky I'm gonna to be. But, one thing is sure wherever I take the house my travel time across the traffics, jams and crowds are going to increase tremendously. Mentally, I'm exhausted of taking all the possible permutations and combinations and at the same time worried. The more houses I look the sense of getting alienated from Mumbai is getting more and more and all of sudden I want to jump to cheaper cities where I can afford a better life.

I have also applied for office quarters. I'm pinning my last possible hope on it. I spoke to HR almost everyday since the day I applied to find out the chances and possibility of getting it. I told them if you don't take care of hygiene issues then I'll take care of myself. The message which I delivered to them is clear and loud - "My days is numbered if continued this way."

Now, some good things.

• Last friday, the quality team had cleared my module which I was leading in conceptualizing and developing.
• The guitar teacher patted me for my progression and shifted me to single batch of myself only so that he can focus more. He said I'm almost through except for few things which he said will be OK in few days if I continue to practice more.

But, mentally I'm exhausted and want to go for a long sleep without anything in mind.